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Sorry I don't have a good title for my blog. Its going to be a I haven't posted in a month blog! So not sure how much it will make sense.  Nothing makes me more irritated then when you thought you were good friends with someone then you wake up and all the sudden its like they don't have time for you but they have time for everyone else.. but whatever I feel like if that is the case then how good of friends are you? Then you have people who can only have 1 or 2 friends at a time.  Idk maybe its me and I am being to sensitive and taking everything the wrong way? I just feel like sometimes when I really needed support or my friends I have no one(well maybe a handful and you know who you are so thanks so much). Owell that's life all I can do its not let it get to me.  Next thing I want to say thanks to everyone who has asked, prayed or even came to see my dad. Means alot to me and him! I do appreciate if you would still Pray for him and so does he!
I know this shouldn't bother me but I am really sick and tired of all the cop bashing that happens.  I know there is freedom of speech but thinking about what you say...cause 9 times out of 10 your the first one calling them!!! Something has hit me like crazy lately. Maybe its because I keep reading stories about people just killing cops for no good reason. APPROX. since Dec. 12 there have been 55 cops shot at, 22 hit and 7 has died in the past 2 weeks alone. that is Crazy! Yes they chose to be a cop, Yes the know the risk. Does that make it ok for someone to take their life because they knew the risk? Does it mean they do not care about their kids if they are cops: NO it doesn't. The lack of respect for Police and human life for that matter no ahead is crazy to me.

Ok I will get off my soapbox now its time for bed. Hopefully next time I post I will have a new layout... and updated pictures...if I can figure it out..hint hint Kim ;-)

Merry CHRISTmas everyone!